Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Christmas Mood ~ Christmas Party

Long time didn't update my blog because I busy with my outside activities life. So I did get pass all my exams in both sems for my foundation. Even thought I get lower GPA than my first sem T_T

I going back to Sibu with my friends this coming Friday 19th Dec using MTC Bus Express. Start at 9.30am and may reach around 4.30pm. Wish my trip will be smooth and safely upon arriving.

Yea, thx to Annie for accepting my Christmas Party's plan to organize it on 23th Dec (the day before I return) to all our friends. I lol'ed because so coincidence, just like the day before I fly to Kuching to start my 1st sem foundation, I having party the night before I fly the next day :)

Friday, November 28, 2008

I like my Moral Studies!!

Today my Moral Studies’ lecturer talks on topics that very interesting to me. It’s about Life Situation that everyone will face it for now and more after graduate. After the end of class, I have been in long thoughts to absorb what the lecturer try to deliver. It is about decision making in life, we have to make the decision with the consequences, good motive and justice as well. I like it when he compare between morality and religions. Example, if your loved one is in coma state, and suffering with the internal organs and doctor tell you that she can only live for another 3 months. Will you end her suffering because love you her or let her die naturally because you are Christian.

This situation comes with 2 possible actions, morality you think of her suffering and do you afford her to suffer for another 3 months? If u can press the life support button to end her life, she will be happier. But in religion example Christian, we can’t take another person life by ourselves because it oppose the God’s way and we shall not avoid suffering because Jesus dead was more suffering and he die innocently for us. So in the end, what decision will you made? If you choose religion, will you be consider as evil for her to suffer longer because you prolong her suffering, other members will oppose your decision as its take money as well. If you choose morality, it is the right decision to do but what if miracle happen the next day because medical technologies are getting advance day after day and will society look down on you because you not religious enough? There’s many argument in this but if the person only think of themselves only, there are mostly morality wrong.

This life situation will happen to anyone of us because everyone has loved one. It is only matter of time when will happen.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

summer semester

Lawl, this summer sem I taking was diff from the last time my cousin taken, first of all, why the hell attendance was so important, the lecturer are playing rules with us, can't simply in n out from the room for 1 hr+, ridiculous, I'm not adept myself to this newly rules they set for us. Between Malaysian n moral studies, I think moral studies is far better than the historical subject in Malaysian studies. This sems only last for 7 weeks, tats mean week 3 will be mid term exam.. lol crap, hav to learn v fast to past those exams coz v sleepy in classroom, lecturer talking all day long, no group activities also sienz.

Can't believe today my malaysian studies' lecturer lock the door while I outside with my friend Jie Chiek. Coz I only given 15mins as break time but I was late by 2 mins coz eating kuih swt >.< So in the end go his house and use my friend lappy to play.

Yes, this week many ppls rant about the Streamyx a.k.a Slowmyx freaking slow for the epicness for loading an image page.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Ricky B'day party

Remember us from 5A Class (the famous for all) from Methodist Sibu year 2007. Even we are far apart as some of us are studying at Taylor and Sunway@KL, Methodist Pilley Institute@Sibu and me Swinburne@Kuching, we still get together and fooling around lolz. Too bad my other friend didn't turn up that night coz his parents didn't permit him to go. So what we do that night was juz randomly checking the host new house and lurking his computer pics. Then after the "finger licking good" food from Golden Happiness Restaurant and the birthday singing, we end up in a room playing UNO and blackjack cards. Somehow I been introduce to play a game that I can't rarely remember it, where the card are put at floor and the next player have to say A, then following by other player 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,J,K,Q then again n again. If the card u put is the same as other player say it out, then u hav to land u hand to the card, the last 1 gonna take all the card to his/her cardlist. Childish game and also its fun coz u accidentally land ur hand on top of female's hand XD.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Bored at home :(

It was a busy day for the past few days when my friends bring me out go kai kai n see local luilui. Yesterday my friends bring me go eat sibu kampua kosong but cost RM1.90, so exp hell compare to Kuching kolo mee. sienz roti canai kosong also charge rm1.1 but nvmind lar bcoz spent time with friends is priceless.

Well actually before I plan to come back to Sibu, I wanted a party with my old classmates, and luckily someone birthday fall on thursday this week. So they invited me to join hahaha. I miss ma frienz :)

I'm playing TS2Online lolz. mainsite
Ya its in chinese,I'm banana, so I juz stupidly play this MMORPG becoz this gameplay is superb and Cute!

Monday, November 10, 2008

Nice :)

I'm very satisfy with the sure-reach courier service because it is fast :)

My new OS - Ubuntu 8.10

New operating system, also my secondary OS, the interface and graphics is cooler and more user friendly than my Vista Home Premium SP1. Well I download it from its main site around 699MB then easily install, reboot then run update for all the component then install compiz then tata the superb OS!!

Sunday, November 09, 2008

oh parcel where r u now?

Last wednesday I transfer funds to my seller using interbank giro(IBG). Luckily he received after thursday night. I think RHB Bank internet banking service is quite good because its only take 1 day, most bank take 2 days. So the next day he send my 3 gadgets through sure-reach courier service. I said why not Pos Laju? cheaper and faster. He told me that Pos Laju only good if within state,location. According to his routine business, he said that most of his customers who stay at Sabah/Sarawak, he will use sure-reach to send the parcel because only take 2-3 days, whereas Pos Laju my end up to 1 week. To clear my anxiousity, he give me the tracking details about my parcel, so I just need to wait till working day for my parcel to arrive. I hope it arrive before I go back to Sibu :)

Thursday, November 06, 2008

My wishlist

Cooler Master Notepal Infinite 4 ports (R9-NBC-BWUA-GP)
Logitech MX518 Gaming optical mice
Logitech G15 Gaming Keyboard

Those items haven't reach yet, but soon to be, its for my next gaming level, long time no gaming due to tight timetable in my foundation studies. I coming to play the games after my finals.
My PC games list:
The Witcher
Crysis Warhead
C&C:RA 3
FarCry 2
NFS: Undercover
Fallout 3

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Yatta! kimochi :)

This morning, had eng exam. Don't want to think too much, I just do whatever I can, even though my hand start shaking when enter the exam hall, because is too DAMN COLD, my palm all red, hardly to write, but in the end, I feel good that I can do all of the questions.

After exam, I go climb wall again behind my uni, yes I know it may look bad if outsider see me as a swinburne student climb over the wall, but its fun, feel like mountain climbing.

Go to RHB bank to get a dotcom card, for internet banking purpose. yatta yatta, this is one of the advantages to be 18yrs old!!!!

Monday, November 03, 2008

Lazy Day

Tonight very cold because of breeze wind, I sleep all day long instead of doing revision for my finals, swt…I waste my time sienz.. Do u guys actually believe that every happiness come after suffering and pain? There’s no such thing as instant happiness where you don’t have to sacrifice anything to be happy rite? Because I always found out that most ppl always complaint this and that and say life is unfair for them to enjoy.. I believe this kind of ppl have a different meaning of happiness.

Why I think about Life is never fair? If it is fair, then they will not be challenging or obstacle or hardship for us to go through..Which lead to BORING LIFE in the long term. Everyone have their own purpose of life. How u get it doesn’t matter, but how much effort/time/sacrifice you spent in exchange does matter. Example, do you appreciate something you have put in effort for many years compare to a week? There are many doubts in life, and waiting for us to find out. Life is interesting because you will never know what happen tomorrow :)

Friday, October 31, 2008

Another special day!!

Today is Halloween Day!!

What I’m going to do during Summer Semester? Well I have a job now; I’m reseller of PC related products. I got my supplier from a businessman in Kuching. Both of us are running home-based business. He agrees to become my supplier and give me discounts if I can take a lot of orders from customers.

In fact, I have being reseller since I was 10 yrs old. Buy and Sell was my favor during my young age to earn profits (last time I used to sell trading card games to electronic gadgets like digimon device). I'm will not in the loss side, cause I'm careful enough when come to business.

What I’m selling? Well all range of brands for gaming mice, keyboard, motherboard, graphic cards, casing, cooling products, and etc. The price is sure cheaper than the products sell in the shopping mall. I only do C.O.D/self collect so I can get to know more people around. For now, I promote my products at Kuching Catscity forum and Swinburne forum hehe.

Last but not least, Happy Halloween to all of you!!! Trick or Treat !!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Durian season

The rainfall of durians aka the king of fruits.. muahaha TODAY I brutally BEHEADED the King of fruits with my weapon. This durian's smell very strong, I can smell it from my own room which 1 floor distance. damnit I think of chopping someone head into half when I try to chop the durian cause the skin is quite thick like chopping through skull. haha yes today is my 1st time open the durian. What I think during that time, is Die!!Die!Die... humanz. Actually last night my friend Calvin bought it too much, so he sold me 1. thx ya

Monday, October 27, 2008

Important ~Please take note~!

I go somewhere in the forum and found something useful for u guys to take note of this new cases that really does matter either u or love one.

Case One
Today i passed by a building which has an ATM machine. There was an old man looking at me and suddenly called me. He said he doesn't know how to read, so he gave me an ATM card and asked me to help him take money from the ATM machine.
I answered him 'NO!! If you need help, ask the security to help you.' Then he said 'never mind....’ and just continue to find other people to help him...

REMEMBER: ATM machines have CCTV. If you help him, and later he says you have robbed him or stole his ATM card or even his ATM card wasn't his too. So please be careful for these frauds.

Case Two
When the house electricity suddenly goes off, seeing from the windows that my neighbors still have lights went out my house to check the Meter Box. But once i open the door, a knife was pointing at the door to stop me from closing it. And they robbed and injured us.

REMEMBER: Even though your electricity suddenly goes off, DO NOT open your door immediately. Look around to see if there is anything unusual or sounds.

Case Three
This is another story. You think you had heard it before, but this is slightly different. Its about a girl, she saw a kid by the roadside crying. When she asked the kid, the kid said he was lost and wanted her to take him home. The kid even gave her a paper which he said it was his house address. So she took him home. But when she ring the bell on the door. She was shocked by pressing the door bell with high-voltage electric. Once she woke up, she was naked in an empty room.

REMEMBER: Being such a compassion person might not be a good thing. Pass this on and girls, especially, please be careful. AND DON'T BE TOO GOOD!!

Case Four
One day, there was an old lady outside my house holding 2 packets of sweets. At first i thought she was our neighbor and wanted to give us these packs of sweets as a gift. But then when she talk, i can hear that she is a foreigner i guess, because i don't really understand what is she talking about. But i know that she is asking for money. And it just feels that there's something wrong. i immediately closed the door and ignored her.

REMEMBER: Never ever be such a nice person to talk to people, never ever open the door to a stranger. They may be harm to you. BE EXTRA ALERT!!!

Case Five
I was at the ATM machine to take my money. Behind me, there was an old lady asked me whether I’m able to take my money or not, because she said there's a button might be spoiled, and i don't know since when a small girl came beside me. The small girl was squeezing to my side but i didn't notice, i thought she was just naughty and playful. But then, the small girl put her hand at the hole of the ATM machine where the money comes out, ready to take my money. I felt something wrong and immediately push the small girl away. Then i thought, the small girl and the old lady cooperate together to take my money. The old lady distracted me so that the small girl can take my money away.

REMEMBER: Be VERY CAREFUL when you are at an ATM machine and be alert for anyone suspicious around you.

Case Six
My parents are retired and they stay at home. One afternoon, there was a young stranger said his motorcycle has no more petrol and the petrol station is too far, it's hard to push the motorcycle for such a long distance, so he asked my parents for an empty coke bottle to buy petrol. He said he will pay 2, 3 bucks for it. So my mum took one coke bottle for him. He really did took out money from his pocket, but it was a RM 100 note, and even let my mum to find change for him. But luckily my mum was smart, she said just take and go.

REMEMBER: obviously that note is fake!! Who would want to pay for a stupid empty coke bottle!! It’s OBVIOUS to know that that stranger is a fraud!!

Case Seven
This happened in Bali. A newly married couple were having their honeymoon at the hotel. When both are in the changing room, the wife suddenly gone missing. The husband was very anxious and went around to find her. He asked the hotel staffs to help him find her too. Then he thought his wife was just playing hide and seek or wat. So he went back and waited for his wife. After a few hours, he decided to call the police. 3 weeks has passed, there were no news about his missing wife. So he went back and his honeymoon just ended up like that. He was so disappointed and has no mood to work and so he went to travel to other places. Few years later, he came back to Bali , to watch 'FREAK SHOW' in an old house. He saw a dirty and rusty metal cage, there was a lady without limbs, body including the face, full of scars. When she was distorted on the ground, she gives out a sound of a monster-like voice. when he saw her face, he was shocked. He could not recognize the face anymore, her missing wife's face with a red birthmark.

REMEMBER: Even when go traveling with your love one, no matter it’s friends, family members, or your partner... Be extra alert of the surrounding. Never ever go alone to any places that you are not familiar with.

Case Eight
This happened in shanghai. Few yeas ago, a girl reported to the police that her cousin sister was missing in the shopping complex. But after 5 years, one of her friend found her cousin sister begging beside one of the street in Bangkok , Thailand . The worst thing is that her cousin sister has no more limbs and her body is tied to a lamp post with a Shackle (metal chain).

REMEMBER: stay alert of your surrounding when you are in the place that your are not familiar.

Case Nine
Let's just shorten this story. DO NOT opens your house door when you hear some sound of a BABY CRYING!! It might be a trap! Women in the house must be alert in these case. The police said it will be a murderer using a recorder with de baby crying sound to attract your attention. These normally happens at night and when you are only alone in the house. GIRLS, especially, please be careful.

REMEMBER: Never open the door when you hear any strange sound be alert always.

Case Ten
i read an email that was sent by my friend. Her friend, which is known as A, went to Luo Hu Commercial City with 2 friends, B and C. Luo Hu Commercial City is Shenzhen counterfeit goods distribution center, there are many people there, its also near to the Shenzhen train station and Hong Kong's Luo Hu Port.
Its says, C wants to go to the toilet. So A and B waited outside. But then after they waited for so long, they felt weird and went into the toilet to ask her to hurry up. But once they went in, there were nobody inside there. Both were scared as they called C's phone but no one answered. So they called the police. The police asked them whether they had saw anybody suspicious went into the toilet. Both said there were none and its impossible to bring an alive person with more then 100 kg out of the toilet without them noticing. Then A remember there was a cleaner pushing a trolley in, and then came back out...the police told them this is not the 1st time happening. The police has already suspect a gang of criminals that always attacks the toilet in a complex where many people are. They use cleaners to kidnap or trafficking in human organs.

REMEMBER: please be careful when using the toilet. For anybody, not only girls, boys too!!

Do not go to the wash room or toilet ALONE!! Please at least have a partner with you.


My life is just like a floating boat,
colorless life with no direction to go,

For I was persistent,
I still don’t know myself much,

My greatest desire is my greatest weakness,
how to go through it,
So I can get my precious wants,

Sunday, October 26, 2008

yummy ..delicious ..slurpp

My lunch today is Bolognese spaghetti. It’s been a long time since I made one back in my hometown. So last night, I bought all the ingredients like green capsicum, pork, spaghetti, prego tomato sauce (garlic and cheesy favor), a block of 250g cheese and big onions. Total of RM38.33 but worth it cause I know how to cook and cheaper than order outside.

From the picture, there's butter, sliced mushrooms, sliced pork (I marinated it with corn oil+oyster sauce+garlic+oregano leaves for overnight), chopped big onion and green capsicum and packet of spaghetti only cost RM3.59 ... so cheap I can't believe it cause my mum bought it for RM3.90 few months back.

Start of with adding butter into frying pan, then big onion together with green capsicum. After the smell became strong, add pork and mushroom and mix them well. After the meat is cook, add 2 tablespoon of red wine and oregano leaves and wait till the red wine start evaporate. After the wine evaporate, add 7-9 tablespoon of prego sauce for 3 serving. I didn't add garlic cause my prego sauce have garlic in it.

After the sauce start evaporate and smell strong, add a small bowl of milk and yet it boiled till a bit dry. In my case, I boil it for 20 mins for the mixture became more thicker and favor.

While waiting for it, prepare a boiled water + a teaspoon of salt into saucepan. Put the spaghetti into it and keep stir it when the bottom of the end became soft, juz like how the pictures look. For my spaghetti it take 15mins to cook.

After all done, juz take the spaghetti out and transfer to a bowl fill with sliced cheese and mix it till the cheese melt. Then pour the bolognese sauce + a few oregano. Perfect and start to slurp all the way till finish. :P

Friday, October 24, 2008

Lol at DotA

Brief description of DotA; DotA is the short form for Defense of the Ancients. DotA was just a custom map made my Eul in 2003. Then, Guinsoo took over and created the V5 of DotA. After that, Allstars 6 is just variant of classic DotA map that rewritten and maintained by IceFrog continued from the legacy Guinsoo's DotA Allstars 5.

I nvr head of the game called DotA till 2007 when my friends discussing about it and ask me to play, but I say NO cause during that time, I got my own MMORPG that I very addicted to it. I never play the game till this year July when I'm out of games to play with, so in the end I gave in myself to play.

I do some research about DotA community, most of Malaysian teenagers are addicted to it and I read some news that some ppl even fight in CC because of DotA. No doubt that game can cause aggression especially when ppl don't follow your command. I just don't understand why people take seriously about this so called DotA? It just a ordinary game with alot of characters to choose from. I agree that I'm addicted to DotA but I will not yet DotA control my life, I'm a DotA player NOT a Dotard.

Recently I manage to play some of the heroes and my friend guiding me with it. I found that most of the heroes come from well known games namely WorldofWarcraft, Diablo, and Starcraft. Butcher from diablo, venomancer from starcraft and those dwarf hero from WoW.

DotA is a custom scenario for Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne, based on the "Aeon of Strife" map for StarCraft (Wikipedia:Defense of the Ancients). This statement means that DotA came before the era of warcraft. It is only renamed after warcraft 3. Its funny that people say DotA is warcraft created by blizzard. How come ppl addicted to it but still don't know the background? duhzz.

Today I just manage to win the match of 1 vs 5 in 6.54b AI+ (rev.02), using the gayest hero Troll. Become beyond godlike at lv19 hahaz. Btw, I don't play -apne cause normal experience not much challenging, so I juz go with -ap.

total pawnage for the opposite team haha, kill 26 n die twice cause of gangbang.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


When we do good deeds,
people will appreciate it,


When we did bad once,
All the good deeds overwhelm by one mistaken,
Nobody will try to remember all your good deeds,
and all because of one.

Why people thought in such a way?
Searching people weakness than strength,

People tend to remember your weakness,
even though you try hard to proof not.
This show how the society think of us when we do mistake,
So everyone can use it to against us,


We improve ourselves to proof them not,
We minimize our mistake in life,
We avoid to do unlawful act,
We become a better person,
In the mind of everyone.

If people don’t mention our weakness, we will not aware of it, by the acknowledgment of our own weakness, we will try to convert our weakness into strength.

Monday, October 20, 2008


What is life?
Do we take others life frequently?
Do we consider them when taking others life?
Have you ever think of others?
Have you ever lost someone?

Do you know how important is life?
Do you appreciate it?

Maybe it just a meaningless life to you,
but to others it mean a world to them,
Its not every second you have to live is important,
but every heart beat you feel around that make you exist,

The heartbeat of yours is the element of my life,
its overflowing my mind how important are you,
I can’t endure the feeling of losing someone,
So here I am to be your man.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

On a fine morning

Today morning, wake up feel v happy :P, then watch Black Water which my friend ask me to download it, after watching it, I feel disappointed with the storyline, quite bored cause involve small group of people only, start with 2 females and 2 males then all bites by croc then left 1 female alive in the end. The croc are not that scary nor huge lol, damn the poster which post the gigantic croc.
I made this French toast for my breakfast. My dad used to fry it for me back in the hometown. Since I can’t just waiting for it but I learnt it by myself which is better than my father through the tutorial in the google search engine haha. I love to cook and I feel very happy when people eat my food :)

Mann, I keep cook veges n noodles with small chilies (the smaller the chili the spices it goes), I’m addicted to spices food cause it give me such a “high” feeling. But after taking many spices food, must drink milk to neutralize the acid in ur stomach. Oh yeah! This coming week Sushi King offer RM2 to all color of selected plate. Must eat many lor, this will be my 2nd time to eat at sushi king, my 1st time also RM2 promotion lolz, the sushi’s food cost too luxurious for me, the cheapest RM2 to RM6 per plate which will not make me full till 10+ plates XD. I like to eat unagi and ebi fried coz they are more values and delicious compare to others haha. Well looking forward to see more new choices for this coming promotion.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Nothing Better to Do - lol wut??

I very glad my accounting's answers were balance, even though I still unsure with the total was right o wrong, but heck what done can't be undone, so get on with the life. This week have no assignment o test, damn now I feel no pressure to study, but this will poisoned me to download more animes oh No!
The new anime titles list:
Rosario + Vampire Capu2 (previously was Rosario + Vampire)
Chaos Head
Highly recommended with no regrets if u have same taste as me..wahaha
Besides the animes title above, I will recommend [5 Centimeters Per Second], this anime is very nice and touching. It is about how people often start together but slowly drift into their separate ways.

Theres many new titles for English TV series but I still in doubt which to choose. But for now, No others TV series can beat PRISON BREAK. I finish the 1st,2nd and 3rd seasons within 3 weeks lol. Actually my friend give me the first 2 seasons, then after watching the 1st episode, it keep driving me to watch next episode to see the super intelligent of Michael Scofield. At 1st I though it is all about prison but actually it is beyond that, watching the season 1,2,3 really give me a surprising feeling that this series was made so good that I’m addicted to it after watching first few episodes. My no.2 TV series go to Heroes, ahaha u must know the boy shout “yatta!!”. Heroes kick in yo cause more new characters with supernatural power to destroy the world.

Friday, October 10, 2008

No more assignment but test 2morrow

Today morning we hand-in our assignment on time, most importantly I very satisfy with the report we made after so many efforts we put in. But I still cannot fooling around yet coz 2morrow got accounting test 2 to do. Swt!!, foundation really many assignments and exams around yet no holiday break till final exam.
Tonight will do revision for my exam 2morrow.

This drink I bought in 7-11, I try the yellow thingy taste like mango, and they giv me a card that can redeem one after I collect 6 stamps of this drink. Not really tat bad coz very icy cooling..too bad only 2 favours available

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Last Assignment - Hope to be

Lately very tired with this english report assignment bcoz too many rules need to follow. But this assignment we do in group of 4, my lecturer say 4 heads better than 1, but do all 4 heads really cooperate? Hell nO.. Swt, I skip 2 lessons juz to do english, I hope can score this assignment Zzz. Juz wish my friends done their parts and compile it together 2morrow to hand-in the last assignment :)

Inside free2use classroom to play play :)

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

LOL of the day

Been busy with the exams and assignments this few days, yet everyday keep DotA haha, especially my friends keep pulling me to play DotA. Yesterday I got surprise that I fail my accounting test 1 when I check in my Blackboard, but luckily last week my lecturer got show me my total marks, so I knew it must be error during processing. Today morning my acc lecturer tell me that my mark post in the BB got error and she said "why u didnt notified me? why not find me? don't u care about it?" and I said "I still can get it even with the error". Actually I juz fooling her around coz she is quite cheerful n adorable XD.
Next month will be my final exam :] , 5th(english),11th (Law),12th (marketing), 13th (accounting). I will be bck to Sibu, my hometown !! the night after my final paper wahaha

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Happy Birthday to me +1

+1 yea Finally I reach 18yrs old.. screw the age, Im happy today, yea thx to all my friends =), busy with my phone this morning yah, and today I got called from Dell….dell again#%#?? Haha actually it is about my sleeve bag that I want them to replace it for me..because in other forum, they get better bag after the replacement, so I just try my luck, but heck my sleeve bag really not good as new bcause the magnet not in the position..means to say loose. I wanted a laptop bag instead of sleeve 1 XD. Once again thank you & arigato gozaimas to all of you to make my day great.

Sunday, September 21, 2008


Yesterday I was there,
Giving all the best shot,
For what I have been learnt,
In the past few days,

The moment I remember,
Were the sweet memories,
That spices up my life,
In such coincide,
I feel happy to know,

And Today
I forget,
What I have been memorize,
I forget,
What I have answer in the paper,
But I remember,
What done can’t been undone,
What seen can’t been unseen,

In such reality,
We can’t remember,
The tedious event,
And we only care,
What make us happy,
And that’s the memories of life.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Hav a nice day

For the past few day very busy coz of marketing assignment and bla bla bla... atleast for now I hav done my task and to reward myself a good day watching prison break haha..and I know next week heroes season 3 will start showing =) I looking forward for that !!! sylar my favor. Next Saturday will hav 2 exams :I I hav limited time to watch english series :(

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Happy Birthday Timothy

To timothy aka TT my beloved friend, happy birthday man..u have grown up even since I addict u with my materials..lolz.. our friendship bond still stay strong. I still remember ur huge chocolate cake baked by Seng Ing’s mum, how delicious and how joyful to be friend with u. How I wish to celebrate wif u tonight…man it’s nice to become September baby bcoz I’m one of them too :)

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

My Poem

Into the alley,
I found bits and pieces,
When I grab them with my hand,
I feel so lively,
But its only fills one of my hands,
It’s not enough to fulfill my both hand,
I know this is not the end,
The more I keep looking,
The higher the chances,
But in order to make it happen,
I have to believe it,
To fill the thirst of me.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Eng Presentation DONE!!! happy happy

haha I juz practice last night and this morning b4 going to class. Mr Chan keep praising my presentation hehe :) , he like my style and the way I prepare my powerpoint slides its done nicely. Actually he said tat my points all are link which is very interesting to keep listen...and my slides got example of what really happening in my speech, I also keep it short and straight to point...haha. Moreover I only look 2-3 times at my slides when I almost out of idea where am I...really!! when u go infront...even the scripts I talk changed and I think its even better than the script I made !! becoz Internet is part of my I got knowledge about it..the only problems about my presentation is my voice soft...not aggresive to fight my own points :( ..I can't believe I talk about porn in my presentation topic XD
Its a blessing that I pray bcoz there's none other than my own lecturer mark the presentation.

NO!! I still got alot of assignments T_T friends push it to me coz I present already...but its ok...I like to help help help :)

Monday, August 25, 2008

Busy week

This week I got 2 presentations, 2 new assignments and 1 assignment need to hand in this coming Thursday....Oh man..this sux coz I don't hav mood to watch movies since time too short. Arghh...wish theres place tat more than 24hr so I can relax kakaka :)
my dinner today hehe. try cook using the beef meat I bought this morning XD

Saturday, August 23, 2008

My poem

The wind I feel,
The ground I stand,
The love I seek,
For the joy I wish,

I saw a light to my realm of darkness,
But I was there with no courage I hold,
I wish the light brighten every day,
But I myself have to walk toward the light,
or the realm will be darkness forever,
as the darkness will overpower the light,

The travel I past,
worth every steps,
The time I spent,
worth every seconds,

For the happiness I seek,
are my life to be.

Friday, August 22, 2008

=) thx Dell customer service no.1

I msg the dell representative about my problems yesterday 08/21/2008 09:14:47AM. Today the tehnician send by dell call me at 8.53am...well during my lecture time...I ask him to come at 3pm. He is a cute n nice guy from the 1st look of his appearance, he change my lappy top and bottom cover within 1 hour n 20 mins from 3.20 to 4.40. He dismantle everything in my I see my lappy get naked in the public :( (actually we are at chilipeppers) He says I'm the 2nd person who he repair at swinburne. Its nice to see my lappy back in shape again :) thx Dell !!! I never regret to choose this brand.. THE BEST RECOMMENDED BRAND

Monday, August 18, 2008

:( my lappy....... sob

Its happen to be today that my sticker letter “S” loosen from its position. Unluckily their break into half and disappear. One more thing is that my air vent casing got crack...T_T haiz lappy injured.. will try to call dell to repair my poor lappy :(

Sunday, August 17, 2008


Received a call last night that one of my uncles in Sarikei has pass away. It must be a sad day for the family to loss of someone they loved. He have been in Sibu hospital since last month...too bad I didn't follow my parents to visit him that time...what a stupid thought I have that time...I thought he still strong and able to live longer... The only thing I can do is to pray for him. I believe is a call from God that his time has reached to R.I.P.

We must treasure people around us as much as we care. Coz anything can happen in the next day that nobody can predict.

For today, rushing for my assignment as usual lolz :) bad habits hahaha

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Thank you

For the past 2 days, my parents and my sister came to Kuching. I feel very happy because they still in shape, strong and healthy. My mum still same as b4 :) , like to nags a lot but I still can endure it. Actually they come to attend my sis graduation day in UNIMAS.
But too bad, today my parents go back to Sibu T_T .. I don’t have a chance to eat my mum home cook meals. Anyway I feel very happy and gratitude for all their helps. But very sad cause our time spent together is too short. But I believe this is the best gift for my upcoming birthday next month. Because it is better to have someone u love rather than something u desired especially parents :) which make us exist in this world. Thanks God

Sunday, August 10, 2008


Lolz...whole Sarawak blackout last night, !! damnit !!! luckily I got entertainment to enjoy. My housemate and me watching Red Cliff and yes its really dark and we are like watching movie in the cinema...haha.. after finish watching , I so eager to watch the part 2, which I heard it will release this coming December..well not too sure but hope as soon as possible. Luckily the house got electric after few mins my movie end.

I'm so piss off coz the rapidshare account I buy for my brother got hacked. I don't know either the seller fault or hacker, I juz hope this won't happen again. It cost me RM20 coz my bro insist me to buy it for him so he can download files rofl but now gone liao zzz...

My dad call me, I feel so happy coz he always pamper me with everything he hav to make me happy. Anyway I looking forward to see my parents and my beloved sister on 12 August, which is this coming Tuesday =)

Friday, August 08, 2008

Inspiration Stories

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry. Two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is yesterday, with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone!!

The other day we should not worry about is tomorrow, with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, whether in splendor or behind a mask of clouds. But it will rise. Until it does we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn.

This leaves only one day: today.

Any man can fight the battles of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of two awful eternities - yesterday and tomorrow, that we break down.

It is not necessarily the experience of today that disturbs one's peace of mind. It is often time the bitterness for something which happened yesterday and the dread of what tomorrow may bring. Let us therefore live one day at a time.

This is to remind all of us that while we should remember the past and plan and anticipate the future, it is critical that we don’t get paralyzed by either. By focusing on making the best of the present, we can actually make the past a sweeter learning experience, and make tomorrow’s hopes and dreams closer to reality.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.

"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.

By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.

"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.

The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

Always remember those who serve us AND those whom we serve.


There is a story of two friends who were walking through a desert. At a certain point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one right across the face. The one who got slapped was very hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my closest friend slapped me."

The two friends kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to go into the water. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but his friend saved him. After the friend recovered from near drowning, he carved out on a stone: "Today my closest friend saved my life."

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

Just a reminder that we should not hold on to grudges but instead to never forget those who have helped us.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Life, full of suprise.

My timetable in Swinburne was nice, luckily there’s no big gap between the lectures and tutorials. At least I was able to be with my friends from 1st semester =.= but some of my friends move to other group which made it hard for us to meet.
These few days feel so happy. Even since I move into the rental house, I have learnt a lot which I never done before. Things like buying cooking gas, contacting boss to settle the business. Besides that, I was learnt how to save electric and water. Nevertheless, I want to save more of my pocket money by less going out randomly. Even though my neighbour is my uncle, I will not asking help from him unless it is emergency state. This is because I want to live independently, so I can experiences the adult life.
But hey, I need a side income, these few days I try to dig out something that I can earn profit from, maybe an ads like lolz

Monday, July 21, 2008

Farewell my friends

I have great enjoyment during the holiday, especially Timothy for bringing me out almost everyday even though he have exam around the corner. Thx for meeting ur great friends, they are funny n playable. It was a great day for us to be gather around n fool each us others. U knew me too well for a 2 years friendship. Even I can't stay wif u guys, but I pray u guys excel in ur studies in Methodist Pilley institute n Form 6.
And I will fly back to Kuching to continue my foundation, 2nd semester!!! Adios my friends!!!

Friday, July 18, 2008

Thanks God!! when thers believe, thres a hope

I remember I pray to God since b4 I enter for exams. Then when they announce the result will be reveal on June 11, I keep pray 1 rosary a day so I will feel not worry much. To be honest, I didn't put all effort into last day exam paper...I was dreaming..worry too much..tats y my economic(LFSE008)n innovation n change(LFSC004) a bit risky. Anyway its over and I shall be more serious on the next sems.

Results of my 1st Semester in Business Foundation:
General Mathematics (High distinction)
Information Technology (High distinction)
Innovation and Change (Credit)
Economics (Pass)
GPA = 3.33

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Methodist, my unforgiven years

Today early morning my friends fetch me out, then we spent times laughing together about the jokes we made and the past we had done in our secondary school.
My teachers recognize me as my other friend, why? lol bcoz I'm fit than last time. Cikgu Fransica still adorable n cute teacher. Her lips so sweet haha keep praising ppls. It brings me alot of memories when I saw my ex teacher who taught me when I was Form 4 and Form 5. Luckily they recognize me, even some are not bcoz I was the most quiet student in class.

My ex Form teacher, which was my account teacher last time, she gave me the ACCA ceft. bcoz I score my accounting in SPM. It was to get exemption fee for CAT paper T1 and this means I can enjoy saving of 35 pounds. (YES ITS POUNDs theres alot after convert!! UK.

I got info that, 10+ ppls from my class are studying in Methodist Pilley, and 10+ in lower 6, 6+ are in Semenajung Malaysia, 2 ppls at Australia study nursing(ya its possible for art side, as long u r determination) and me the only 1 at swinburne lolz.

I so happy, thanks to my cute friend Timothy

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Diablo- RPG that born in me

The game that make me brave...and been in darkness was not my weakness since then. I remember I play diablo 1 like 8-9 years ago...was scared that I can't continue to play anymore... but my brother taught me alots about the games...the plan..the strategies to kill and many it was the 1st RPG game that I fear so much yet I able to finish it by the help of my brother =)

It didn't stop me there, I play Diablo 2 like 6 years ago. It so much improvement and new classes that I must try..the storyline was meaningless to me that time bcoz I not able to understand and I'm lazy I juz follow order to kill n kill till finish the game..the best class for me was sorcerer.

AND NOW, Diablo 3 announced on June 28, 2008, I can't wait to play it again!!!!!!!My friends though Diablo 2 was the last version... but I never think of that...the time I finish diablo 2...I knew there will be diablo 3...wait for 6 years and it really happen..nostalgia wasn't it?

I heard rumors it will be release end of this year,December or next year January
Diablo 3 HomePage link

Friday, July 04, 2008

My Customize

Introducing my windows vista + my customization

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Busy Day

busy customizing my lappy with stardock application.. going to post the screenshot as soon I finish it hehe..

Before that, today I search Mother Teresa Quote and I found plenty quotes that are good to apply them in life.

There are no great things, only small things with great love. Happy are those.

The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved.

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.

One of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody.

Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

If you want a love message to be heard, it has got to be sent out. To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it.

God doesn't require us to succeed; he only requires that you try.

Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.

Do not wait for leaders; do it alone, person to person.

Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired.

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
- Mother Teresa

Tuesday, July 01, 2008


waahaha...exam over...straight away went to my friend house and stay overnyt for few nights till the 1st July and we went back to Sibu together by boarding airasia... juz took us 20 mins to reach Sibu, it was fast and safety journey along the way.

Back home I hug hug my laptop that I hav wait for a long time ago haha XD ...

Start to find friends and kick ass!!! long time no touch!!!1!!!111111111111

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Exam Day 2

Wahaha, didn't expect the IT exam was easier than I told...hehe
But the question is tricky, the instruction must be follow but the how about the things that didn't mention... pst..pst.
Thanks God, hope I can score in this exam.

For I,tomorrow is the last battle,and the combination of the two hard subjects,Innovation and Change & Economic.

I can do it as long I do my revision and pray to God to help me.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Exam Day 1

General Maths ...I got first and 2nd questions guess wrongly...damn can't think such questions exist lol... haha. I even simply do in the probability parts. Haiz I can't understand that probability well.
English ...hmm quite easy ... not hard to do as the answer were all can found in text...

Tomorrow will have IT exam... my favor,my advantage !!! Thanks GOD!!! I luv u for giving me the blessing.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Feel Happy =)

The winds are strong,
The leaves were many,
But the one I want,
Was missing somewhere else,

I was here,
Lend my shoulder,
For you to cry,
For you to feel comfortable,

I was here,
Lend my ears,
To listen your problems,
To lessen your problems,

I was here,
To surrender myself,
To protect you,
From any encounter,

Life without love,
Are meaningless and dull,
Together with you,
We can live happily.

I write this poem right after I come back from church. Today father talk about relationship between life and love. I was touched and that’s how I wrote it.

Last Night, my best friend from Sibu phone me, he ask me about which position shall he join, between monitor and prefect. I said to him that the chances don’t come twice and you must appreciate it. I told him, if you think you like to be it and the points it’s very important, then why not become prefect. He told me, monitor get 1 pt but prefect gets 6 pts, then it is worth to join.

Even though sacrifice will be necessary and the task maybe by folds, but this is life, no shortcut, if you want be success then you have to grow through life not go through life. Meaning you have to learn and learn throughout your life not stuck at the same things over and over.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Exam soon...preparation still in progress 2 more days...this coming monday... feel happy the day has come, but time was short for me to revise XD... I always like this, only got study mood when exam very near. Haiz, I hope I can change my attitude.

Today morning, I got another nice poem, reflect my past.

A tree was there,
But was cover with grass,
As tall as me,
I can’t see the direction,
But I can smell the route,

I ask help from heaven,
To lead me there,

I reach there,
But I see a man,
With its destroyer tool,

I was there,
I feel cold,
Cover with fear,
Stood long there,

Second thoughts,
I was here for something,
And I must do before dawn,

Right or wrong,
Atleast I try,
Success or failure,
Atleast I try,

In the end,
I pass,
How about you?

Fight ur own fear to surpass urself or else there’s no improvement in character.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Random Poem

juz thinking of poem after taking a nap.

The day was bright,
but my heart was dark,

I sweat from top,
and it flow to ground,

I see no shadow,
nor sense of flower,

And I a disaster,
or I think too much,

All I knew,
is be patient.

The next day,
I saw a flower in the corner,

I dare no pick,
Am I a coward or dumb,

before the dawn of night,
I pick the most beautiful flower,

The next morning,
I was happy,

Because all the flowers been plucked,
and I had pick the best,

No regret I suffer,
No time I wait,

if I was late,
I might wet myself,

Because time was precious.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

To you my friends...

I was doing revision... but I can't feel the warm, the environment, I can't feel the way I doing revision back in Sibu. My friends used to phone me for the difficulty they can't solved, even midnight we still try to solve whatever in the questions. I feel bad because I can't help them this year...I feel as I'm betraying them...I wish to have a group study like the past we always do. I believe this is part of my life, I have to sacrifice or get used to move on.

So I write this poem to express my feeling.

We are so near,
Yet we can’t seeing each other,

I remember we laugh together,
For the laughter joke we share,

I remember we cry together,
For the things we done,

I still remember the moment we together,
But it was all in the past,

I was not alone,
I hope you too,
Even we not seeing each other,
I hope you remember me,

All I want to say,
Is thank you for the time we spent,

One day I wish we can have a reunion party,
Like the party you made for me the day before I left,

That night, I was touch, and I left my tears,
Because I will go somewhere hardly for us to meet again,

So I make this poem to show I sincere to you my friends,
The memory will stay forever.

Been insult by words...its hurt...

I’m in pain yesterday…why must be me…why me…I’m so down..!!! T_T …So disappointed…please don’t simply say anything till hurt others feeling. You are a good man, I fully respect you, I attend your class despite the environment in the class very boring… I sat in front because I eager to listen and pay more attention… when you conduct Q&A section, I try my best to answer it. But why you lower people’s motivation to learn…I begging you please don’t discriminate or insult people. You may not know about it but you have just destroy my day…my mood…my… >,< You are an old man, caring, resourceful person, I just hope you can changed…

Today morning, after wake up feel no motivation to attend eng class due to yesterday matter. But I realize I been stupid to take it seriously what he said yesterday. I got answer from my own thought…even though the words are poisonous…we must try to forget it or else it will slow down us. Yep…I’m happy because I back to normal

I'm writing a poem...can be meaningful or meaningless =)

I see and I greet you,
I was there when you teach,
I sat down quietly,
I slap myself to stay awake,
Because I wanted become a good student.


You summon a lightning,
And struck my heart,
Despite the pain I suffer,
You take it like nothing happen,
But I take it seriously.

I was down,
Sat alone in the corner,
Flashback of your words,
I been poisoned by you,


Early morning,
I hear a voice,
The voice of my heart,
My heart sang a song,
to cure the poison,

I’m fine now,
Have no intention to blame you,
It was me to be sensitive,
I’m happy I know more about myself.

All I want,
wanted you to change your attitude,
I'm your victim yesterday,
But I don't want my friends to be one,
I can't afford them to be one,
As one is part of me.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

A flashback memory : The memory of my childhood

Maybe I just moody because just now in my dream, I recall my childhood memory….so I write my another essay about my past

Despite the fact been youngest son in the family, people say I’m very lucky to be that point. I would say true and false. True because my parents love me, they sacrifice for me… they even say its fine regardless of their hardship.

How can I repay them?…I’m different from my siblings… I always get bad academy score yet they so good to me. I just feel too awful. Why I can’t give them a high expectation about me. Sometimes, they don’t expect me to stress myself to get score and they just wanted me to pass. I happy to heart that but I just feel so wrong about myself. My siblings can perform so well compare to me. My parents proud of them but I’m different…

I just don’t know why I can’t spend more time in my studies… mostly I spend my time with my friends… because I just feel very happy to be with them… sometimes I confuse… why I care so much about them… and not my academy… Maybe I got my own answer… just wanted to feel the warm around them… happiness… I like to help them, solve their problems and get to know their past time story. Moreover, I want to find who have the same past or mindset like me. That will depend on the time.

In the past at the age of 9 or more, I’m as bad as you can’t think off. I treat my parents badly… I scold, angry and even shout at them before. Even my primary school principal complaint me for being naughty and irresponsible as a student. I was been punish by teachers and principal more than anyone else in my class. Almost every week I was scolded by principal. Sometimes when I angry, I can even think of cursing, revenge and swearing. When I was primary 5, I have do a lot bad deeds such as cheat, lie, and even stealing.

But I changed from bad to good… its all happen after I lost my dog… I feel lonely…and my perception of life changed when I enter Form 4 art…friends treat me as one big family. During that time, my class full of caring and loving person… and form 5 we still a big family… I miss them a lot… I would like to meet them again when I return to Sibu. Last night, one of my friend in Sibu message me and ask me what I like for my upcoming birthday and when its my birthday… I recall him immediately and I happy to keep in touch with him.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Thanks God!!! Today is a SURPRISE

Wow…I’m so happy many good events happen today. First of all I would like to thanks to God for giving me a good day.
What I would like to talk about its XPS M1330. Before the new promotion pop out…I pray to God to give the best promotion that suite me…I’m thinking of either graphics card upgrade…or WLED screen or processor or ram or 3 years warranty.. BUT it come out 9 cell battery upgrade !!!!. I’m not angry or whatsoever but I’m so happy that God give me a good promotion…the reason I say this because.. 9 cell battery allow me to use laptop more longer than a ordinary 6 cell battery. Before I choose XPS I’m scare that my laptop won’t last long during lecture time because I read the reviews about XPS drain battery life quite fast because of LED screen and graphic card performance. After my consideration, it’s true that this is the right promotion for me to wait, because no matter how powerful are the processor and graphics card, I won’t be able to use it if the battery life ended. I’m happy because this upgrade actually worth RM646. YES its so MUCH more than I expected…today surprise for me…thanks God!!!

Monday, June 16, 2008

My emo,my essay

When I'm bored...I think too I write my emotional can be true or a simply written..

Part 1

Do you want to know the reason why I been snatch steal when I was young and pick pocket a few years ago.

I tell you why

It was because when I was primary 5, I often cheat my parents’ money, and I seldom return the change instead I reject to return the change when buying goods. I also do some small business in class, my classmate tell my form teacher, and he advise me not to do this kind of business in school, but I not following his advice. So I keep doing business by buying and selling of game card.
Every time I go shopping, I always ask my father to follow me to his friend shop so I can get discount on selected item that my friend ask me to buy. So the discount will be my profit. I getting more and more serious about the money, and I let the money control me.
There was a time when I enter other classroom, and I steal something from their classroom. It was not accidentally or my friend requests me, but it is for real and I’m the one forcing my friend to steal it together with me. When I was caught, I betray him and say he the one ask me to steal it instead of me. I fight for myself but I lose my own trustworthy friend.
I often get bad result in school as I not interest in my study at all except for maths.
I made quite a lot of money every month, to make myself happy. But in the end, my sister’s gold necklace; which I was wearing been snatched away. Its make me awake of my guilty actions. “When you betray someone, yours beloved will get the paid”.
During that year, money is everything for me, money make me think innovative on how to get more money.

Part 2

I get quite bad result for my UPSR, but I quite happy I get credit for it. When I was form 1. During the assignment/project session, I was selling off my points and information of it to earn a profit. I was making a profit range from RM20-60. (I have the advantage because I have the internet while others not, I realize I was making use of the resources and not make it into waste). I need a lot of money because I like good quality items, but people though I like branded stuff, they are wrong, I just dislike my items worn so soon, I’m sensitive and emotion when the things I using worn or damaged after awhile. I choosing good brand because they always maintain their quality, that’s the reason behind it. After earn a lot, I bought myself a nike sandal which cost more than 100+.
Form 2 and Form 3 was the year I earn around 1k-1.2k. How I earned that much? The same as form 1, moreover I selling pirated games and software. (again I using the resources I have, my father got cd burner while most people don’t own it). I LIE, I CHEAT my customer to gain more money. I resell the game account I sold it before which cost 400+.
But I been cheated before, I lost virtual items worth around 120+. I cried that night because I cheated for the 1st time. From that onward, I aware that Internet is a serious business, and everyone on the internet can be a scammer and we must extra careful when deal with them. That time, I think I bought myself a Seiko watch cost around 300+. (I sell to my dad after few months because I think I’m not a type who likes watches)
Few months before the PMR, I was playing so hard (not just for entertainment but for money), I was play Online games everyday, at least 12hours per day. My English teacher knew I often sleep in her lesson because she is kind and she is my mother’s friend. I often get the last or 2nd last position in class. After that, I bought myself a 1k computer.

When I enter form 4, I started to regret for what I done in my past. I can’t enter same class with my best friend. I was the only one enter art stream while others all science stream. During that year, I aware of my stupidity. I stop earning money, and I get serious in my studies. I get top 10 for 3 times. I was happy and satisfied of my success. But end of year during vacation I was been pick pocket.
( I have learnt that when we do good deeds we will see the good outcome immediately but when we do bad deeds, it will not come immediately and its affect you in future time)

Enter form 5, I knew about myself, I train myself to prepare myself for my future. My family, my friends, and my heart tell me to be stronger. I train myself to control over the money, food and computer games. I didn’t play games much often but I self study to use other software which I may need it in my future time. (Yes it happens, in swinburne, I was happy that I know how to use photoshop and converter). I read more news and study more about myself. Even I didn’t know if I will be selected to enter NS, but my best friend tell me to train myself and to keep fit before hand, and he advise me it will be useful to my future. So I follow his advise and it happen I get more fit and stronger and I recover very fast when I was sick. (Not physically strong but mentally strong).
After getting my results, I was happy, because I saw A’s, it was a big success and I realize my performance was never bad if I try.

What I have learnt in my Life’
- To get something, you have to work for it, it can be few months or years (in my case, few years example my own personal computer)
- Money is not everything, but everything is money. (use/buy resources wisely, never regret of what you buying)( the reason why my stuff expensive)
- There’s always an opportunity cost or sacrifice to make in Life
- Our spirit stronger than our body, if keep training my spirit, I can have more resistance and recover faster when sick.
- Don’t do bad deeds, always do good deeds, be helpful. (make both party happy, and you learnt more every time you help and good outcome will happen)
- Always think big.( make use of resources nearby, think of pro and cons beforehand)
- Follow what your heart tell you; not feeling or other influences.( I have been follow my heart, and I feel my life my future was arrange by God, and I’m very happy now)
- I was never alone, Jesus always in my heart.
- My timeline is horizontally, I using my past to improve myself for the future, to make myself a better man, more responsibility.
Second Essay

People say I’m good with them and sometime I treat them like my own family. In fact, m y life is full of broken heart and I continue my life with tears. Believe it or not, I still cry for my 1st event that my heart was broken into pieces.

During my childhood stage, I have one friend called Steven. We very close but I treat him like a servant. Sometimes I even scold him for being too stupid. When he injured or been bully, I just can stare and do nothing. My classmate tell me I not worth to be his friend. After he transfer to another school in Kuching. I didn’t have any sympathy feeling or miss him. But I was wrong. I still remember him till now.

I have a dog when I move to my aunt’s house. Its name Lulu. It’s a very beautiful and loyal dog that I can’t forget because I have a scare memories of her. I’m very naughty to feed him with my family’s food stock. I start know how to cook when I try to say thanks to her. Since she is a dog, she can’t listen to human language. So I fried an egg and a glass of milk for her. Sometimes I even give her cheese. The best moment is when my dog happy. Because she was the only one can conform me when I sad.

Unluckily, after my dog was catch, I cried for many nights…My parents don’t know my feeling. I very sad during that tine cause I don’t have money to release her…I feel useless…I regret…I tell myself for being useless. “What does love mean if you can’t protect”
I have no money, no power…but to bear the broken heart…After that event happen, I try to find a way to earn money…I can’t believe why money are always a solution to my problems…why?...why?...I started earning and gain thousands over… I try to lie myself by buying something to cover my past…but I was wrong again…the memory was still there and some night I still cry for it… it’s a scar..
It’s a great impact of my life, now I appreciate whom I knew and I try to spend my time with them before I regret again.

The reason why I cook, its not only I like to cook but I like my own people eat my food. Its like they are accepting me and believe in me. I still remember I cook a lot for my Lulu more than any1 else….especially the eggs and burgers. That’s how I interested in cooking. I like to cook for my family because that’s the only way to thanks them… Because if u say thanks, no one will remember it for long…but a tasty food will give them a memory. Yes, I like to have memory with everyone. By then, I keep practice and learn new recipe. Cooking is a time when you can cook with your feeling to show how you appreciate them. That’s my point of view. I don’t have interest in taking cooking course because I only learn new recipe or enjoy cooking when my heart fill with love.

My family members blame me for not washing fork and spoon… but it was intentionally…because I realize that no matter how hard I cook, the sweetness of food will gone in time…so I though this is the only way for them to remember me.

That’s why I contribute a lot to my class. When I enter Form 5, I was been acknowledge and they elect me to become class monitor…I got the most vote…the chance is in my hand, but I pass it to my best friend because he deserve it…I want to show thanks because he is my 1st friend I meet when I enter form 4 art. Till now we still in contact. Event though I was not chosen in national services…I already train myself before that happen…because I want to protect something I lose last time…I fight myself to become stronger.

My journey is all about business and there’s always opportunity cost for everything. Money is not everything, but everything is money. I don’t want to regret for something I didn’t appreciate last time. So that’s why I like the quote “one life live it”…and “yesterday is history, today is surprise, tomorrow is mystery. I changed because of my past…So I can become better person. Even though, some people won’t understand, but I’m happy because I do what I should do for not hurting heart anymore.

Why people cry when they listen to song, it can be any type of song…but Song was made to impress people not to my people cry…
Yea…history..past…was the answer…no matter how strong you are..and how manly you are…you will still cry for the happy moment and sad moment. After all, we all are emotional human.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Thanks God!!!!!!! Yatta!!!!!

Today wake up late again..because too tired last night..
But awhile ago login blackboard and view grade, I got 87% for my General Maths :D

I so happy...Thanks God, my family, my friends and all who around me.. Thanks Thanks.... I love u

Saturday, June 14, 2008

A song in my heart

Wake up at 10am and my heart is full of happiness..Don't know why and how its happen..but I juz so happy till my heart sing a song...

It must be love that time is so precious,
It must be love that I must be successful,
It must be love that I must stay healthy and strong,
It must be love that make us live longer,
It must be love that memory start to happen.

Without love, I can't even know my time was so precious,
without love, I don't have motivation to wake up,
without love, I don't even care about others,
without love, my life will be boring and there's no reasons for me to live longer as my heart feel emptiness.

I miss you, because the scrabble in my mind always spells your name
I miss you, cause my heart beats faster when I do


haha ..damn it...I don't know what happen to me..I'm insane..must control myself............

Friday, June 13, 2008

Oh Essay!!!The Return of Argumentative essay!!!

Aw man....I hate this..I fail my first argumentative essay and now I have to write a 2nd argumentative essay?....Oh %$^%*%*%*^^%!!!! .
My topics title:
1. Professional athletes have a responsibility to be good role models to the younger generation.
2. Stimulant drinks such as Red Bull and coffee pose serious health risks to those who drink them excessively. The sale and consumption of these should be restricted.
3. Most people have access to email in their workplace. Should employers be allowed to monitor and screen employees' use of email?
4. Girls as young as 14 years of age have been used to model women's clothing. Should there be a minimal age limit for modeling adult women's clothes?
5. Franchising is becoming more and more evident, e.g. Starbucks and Big apple Donuts, but is this a bad thing for small business growth?

.....oh man this is headache to me...Why every week got assignment or something to search... perhaps this is the foundation life that I need to go through for a year.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

My Presentation Day

My presentation for Stax Cineplex (fake company) about my website design. The purpose is to pursue them about the great of the website so they will approved it.

My fear,my presentation,my day...

lol, I'm stuck in some of the speech as I'm nervous coz this is the 1st attempt I present in lecture hall in front of many people.

Monday, June 09, 2008

I'm in trouble,mess,sadness...I feel so tired..

I have assignment to hand-in. Innovation and Change group powerpoint to prepare and presentation for the IT and english...yet my dream laptop will be extend for another week.

I feel tired because..I have to go computer lab everyday to do my work..I have to feel sad because I can't chat with my friends that I miss alot... What to do..How to do...

God please help me T_T I was about to feel tired day after day by this phenomena. My heart was hurt..feel angry...

However I believe in my fate that my desire can't change because I always fight for it..even with my body injure, I still have strong will to fight to the end. Afterall, I can't run away but to break the wall that infront of me. Thats make me can't give up my hope.

But I'm happy again after eating the sweetness of ice cream in Dessert Boulevard Mall
RM6.50 for triple cup, quite a worth =P

Sunday, May 18, 2008


what is the most powerful words,
why it is so powerful that can stop the addiction of ppl?
why it bond a jelously?
why it can change human attitude?
why thres a motivation to move forward and be more successful person?
why it can't gone but it keep showing?
why its so difficult to say it out or even type it out but sometimes when u say it out, its give u extraordinary feelings.
why its so powerful, it can make u feel full and thres a happiness and u become more brave to do something without hav a second thought.

Example of situation" when u r weak, but when that feeling appear in ur soul, u feel strong and u r refresh and ur spirit bcome strong and ur sickness can even cure quicker.

An answer to my past

Finally I found an answer.

Example: when a couple together, they spend alots of money and time together, but in the end, when they split out, the guy get mad and ask her to return everything to him.
But what is the most precious things u get when u spend time together?
Is the memories and times that matter much, even if she treat u badly but she realise ur existence and u need to know human time is important bcoz there is no 100% possibility they will live for another day and by that time u will regret for what u did if u didnt precious her time.

I aware of this answer when I was form 5.
It because my primary school life. when I was standard 1 I have best friend named Steven Ak Martin. Its wierd even after 8 years, but I still remember his full name.
I seldom or never treat him as good friend nor best friend. I always bully him and tease him as I like without knowing his feeling. There was a time when he was crying after get bully by upper class, I just stand there and watch, and my classmate scold me as a bad friend to him yet he treat me as his best friend.
Even when he ask me to help him, I always ask for a equivalent value. I even always ask him to hand-in my works or even buy foods.

After standard 4, he tell me he going to transfer. And I didnt celebrate with him. but he told me and my other best friend named Daniel Sebastian, "Please don't angry after I left, because we have to split out after all bcoz we have difference goal" .
At the christmas moment, he send a christmas card.
and the card say: "no matter wat happen between us, u r always my best friend" and he drew a lion king on the side.

I don't understand, last time he always say u r not my best friend bcoz I treat him badly.

and I found the answer to my problem after somany years.
It was not how bad or good u treat a person. It was the time u spend and the memories(laugh/sad/happy together) u both made does matter.
A picture describe emotion and a words describe feeling.
when both combine its show that person was crying or very feel down when writing the card.

So I realise and I appreciate with whom I knew. I was totally different now and I learnt from my past. So I will not regret and to make sure this kind of situation won't happen again in future.

I have lost contact with him. If any1 knew his whereabout please tell me. thanks.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Assignment ! Assignment ?

ya thats the part of university students need to pass through. But luckily, I already handed in my assignment. What does matter is that every week I have assignment to do. Damn it sux to the max but this is life rite, we can't stop and turn back.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Life in Swinburne's Hostel

Quite normal, but I don't know why I over sleep for the past few days, like 10 hours of sleeping, maybe no motivation for me to wake up early. Actually I quite happy when I able to online through hostel's wifi. The hostel use DeConneXion (homepage . Feel vomit sometimes bcoz not familiar with the surrounding air

Friday, March 14, 2008

My last day in Sibu

I will like to thanks to all my friends and I hope they know education is just start. SPM result is just like a key to the door. The real "feeling of study" is when you enter the Pre-U. If any of you who try to giving out your interest to study, PLEASE DON'T DO SO because this our only opportunity to gain the real experience of study life.

I was wondering why my heart or body not reject the decision I made. Because I used to be nervous or scare when I have to do something alone or new. After awhile, I thanks to God for giving me a brave and confident heart for me to move on instead of becoming a timid person.

My Path to Business Foundation

What inspire me to take business course its not because its easy or making money. Its my bloodline its full of business essence. I realize it since standard 5, when I was 11 years old I was able to do buy and sell by gaining profit of RM5. After UPSR or standard 6, I have total gain of RM50. By Form 1, I was able to gain RM100 , Form 2 was RM300 and lastly Form 3 RM500. I stop after form 3 because I need to concentrate on my studies. Futhermore, I need to control the money or else I will get possessed by money. After SPM or form 5, I was able to control myself from been possessed by money. Thats how the way I prove it even if I earning alot, but still money is not everything that can fulfill my desire.

Apart from that, I was able to learn words like negotiate , deal or no deal, and take it or leave it. Moreover, I can cope with the market price. For person who are amateur like me, I think business its not about gaining profit but also get to known more variety of people, by that we can improve the products to fulfill and let them realize we can improve and never lack behind.

My idol, my inspiration is Donald Trump's The Apprentice show. I always watch this series in every seasons

I learnt few words from him but I forget to jot down it, but theres only 1 I remember till now, its NO BUSINESS IS BETTER THAT BAD BUSINESS.

Lastly thanks God for been with me all the while, my parent, my siblings and my friends. Even we are staying far apart and can't see each other often, but my mind and heart its burn with the sweet memory we spent. As long I still here, I will never forget any of you.